[原创]一些呢喃

孤独地旋转

<div style="FONT-SIZE: 12px;"><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 24pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">一些即将淡忘的，我担心会在某个时刻缺堤而来淹没我，我生性逃离功能差。溺水之后怎么样也浮不出水面，回忆算是我唯一呼吸的空气了。我莫名其妙地发现自己嘴角还有笑容。原来回忆也有快乐，那是因为我还爱你呵</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt 18pt; TEXT-INDENT: -18pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-char-indent-count: -2.0; mso-pagination: widow-orphan; mso-margin-top-alt: auto; mso-margin-bottom-alt: auto;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">一．</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">风飘走的，往往是轻浮飘缈的！而你与我的种种，却已是我生命中最厚实的、最温情的一段，你叫我忘记，你把它丢在风里，能吹走吗？泪痕，呢喃，痉痛。如水一样的岁月，如水一样的往事和际遇。我喜欢半夜起来抚摸伤口，看他愈合了吗，是否已有新肉长出。然而，伤口往往是因为我的探望变得又血淋淋起来。我望着这段往事，无力嗟　叹。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt 20.25pt; TEXT-INDENT: -20.25pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; tab-stops: list 20.25pt; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">二、</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 7pt; COLOR: black; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">时光因你而变得缓慢，却也因你而变得短暂。我感觉生命里有如烟花燃烧。灿烂的、而又充满芬芳气息。为什么你只是我爱的引线？你把我划燃，为什么又要却退？然后在一边淡然看着我燃烧，爆炸？我装模作样的大方，装模作样的和你在电话里聊起这段往事，你肆无忌惮的笑声中，我的轻泊再也伪装不下去了。我摁掉手机，有风吹过，有泪水坠下！</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt 20.25pt; TEXT-INDENT: -20.25pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; tab-stops: list 20.25pt; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><p><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;</font></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt 20.25pt; TEXT-INDENT: -20.25pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; tab-stops: list 20.25pt; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">三、</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">得到的你已经淡忘。这边遥望的我又怎么能释怀？酒、呐喊、泪水都不是我这个年龄阶段用来渲泄感情的物品了。我也总不能让这段苍白无力的文字就这样表达。最后的最后，我发现我要倾诉的主体都不在了，你走开了，我还拿着喇叭对谁呐喊？</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt 20.25pt; TEXT-INDENT: -20.25pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; tab-stops: list 20.25pt; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><p><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;</font></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt 20.25pt; 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[此贴子已经被作者于2006-12-12 12:27:17编辑过]

孤独地旋转

读懂了，谢谢

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