浅度自我剖析

狐狸糊涂

<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 6pt; MARGIN-LEFT: 6pt; MARGIN-RIGHT: 6pt" 2.5? mso-char-indent-count: .5gd; mso-para-margin-top: 30pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0pt; 0cm="0cm" 6pt?><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><font color="#800080" size="4">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 我，<span lang="EN-US">24</span>岁，红色本命年，最近总是在半迷糊半疯癫状态，尝试着用文字让自己清晰。</font></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 6pt; MARGIN-LEFT: 6pt; MARGIN-RIGHT: 6pt" 2.5? mso-char-indent-count: .5gd; mso-para-margin-top: 30pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0pt; 0cm="0cm" 6pt?><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><font color="#800080"><span lang="EN-US"><?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-comfficeffice" /><o:p></o:p></span></font></span><font face="宋体" size="4">&nbsp;</font></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 6pt; MARGIN-LEFT: 6pt; MARGIN-RIGHT: 6pt" 2.5? mso-char-indent-count: .5gd; mso-para-margin-top: 30pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0pt; 0cm="0cm" 6pt?><font color="#800080"><font size="4"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 文字比记忆走的远，也比记忆客观。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><o:p></o:p></span></font></font></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 6pt; MARGIN-LEFT: 6pt; MARGIN-RIGHT: 6pt" 2.5? mso-char-indent-count: .5gd; mso-para-margin-top: 30pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0pt; 0cm="0cm" 6pt?><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><font color="#800080"></font></span><font face="宋体" size="4">&nbsp;</font></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 6pt; MARGIN-LEFT: 6pt; MARGIN-RIGHT: 6pt" 2.5? mso-char-indent-count: .5gd; mso-para-margin-top: 30pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0pt; 0cm="0cm" 6pt?><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><font color="#800080"><font size="4">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;关于外貌，中人之姿<span lang="EN-US">,</span>大头，大脸，大眼。身高不高不矮<span lang="EN-US">161</span>，高跟鞋的狂热族。非骨感美女，自认为女子要有些脂肪才有美感。但也不喜欢胖这个字眼，成功瘦了一大圈，正犹豫是否继续瘦下去，颇为矛盾。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></font></font></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 6pt; MARGIN-LEFT: 6pt; MARGIN-RIGHT: 6pt" 2.5? mso-char-indent-count: .5gd; mso-para-margin-top: 30pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0pt; 0cm="0cm" 6pt?><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><font color="#800080" size="4">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</font></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 6pt; MARGIN-LEFT: 6pt; MARGIN-RIGHT: 6pt" 2.5? mso-char-indent-count: .5gd; mso-para-margin-top: 30pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0pt; 0cm="0cm" 6pt?><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><font color="#800080" size="4">&nbsp; &nbsp; 关于性格，众人评价不一。因为这个年龄段，身上本就带着各类性格标签，无法归类。这个社会圈，人们都有多重性格，都会变脸，无法辨别。每个人都是小小的反动派，就像被困起来的野兽，骨子里嗜血而贪婪。青春岁月，生鲜精彩的活着就好，不娇柔做作，不张牙舞爪，不怨天尤人。只愿自有风度,自成风采。</font></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 6pt; MARGIN-LEFT: 6pt; MARGIN-RIGHT: 6pt" 2.5? mso-char-indent-count: .5gd; mso-para-margin-top: 30pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0pt; 0cm="0cm" 6pt?><font color="#800080" size="4"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span></font></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 6pt; MARGIN-LEFT: 6pt; MARGIN-RIGHT: 6pt" 2.5? mso-char-indent-count: .5gd; mso-para-margin-top: 30pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0pt; 0cm="0cm" 6pt?><font color="#800080"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><font size="4">&nbsp; </font></p>
<p><font face="宋体" size="4">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;18岁的时候已只身在长沙，做服务员；学长沙话，学着溜冰，学着喝啤酒。喜欢口味虾，喜欢过山车，喜欢一切新鲜事物。曾在KTV疯颠到天亮，在寝室里背五笔字根，执着于自学考试。现在依旧用拼音打字，止步于本科文凭。到这个城市已经6年多，从事过的N种工作，每个工作都让我获益和充实。月收入有过600，也有过6000，没有存款，月光女神。自幼的经历让我信奉活在当下，阴阳之间如纸薄，某天一场车祸或一场疾病便能让你长睡。也信奉没有过不去的坎,坦然面对,总有办法处理一切问题。</font></p></span></font>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 6pt; MARGIN-LEFT: 6pt; MARGIN-RIGHT: 6pt" 2.5? mso-char-indent-count: .5gd; mso-para-margin-top: 30pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0pt; 0cm="0cm" 6pt?><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><font color="#800080" size="4">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</font></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 6pt; MARGIN-LEFT: 6pt; MARGIN-RIGHT: 6pt" 2.5? mso-char-indent-count: .5gd; mso-para-margin-top: 30pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0pt; 0cm="0cm" 6pt?><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><font color="#800080"><font size="4">&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;始终以乐观的姿态活着，对一切美好的事物都有兴趣。认同诸葛先生折射出的“什么都略懂一点，生活更精彩一点”的观点。却是样样涉猎，样样肤浅。风靡一时的十字绣<span lang="EN-US">DIY</span>，妩媚妖娆的舞蹈，略带攻击性的散打……喜欢运动，认为跑步跑到大汗淋漓，爬山爬到气喘吁吁都是痛快而舒畅的事。看各类书籍，杂而不专，却一直对四大名著心存抵触，都未看过，小有遗憾。偶尔下厨。有轻微洁癖。不再痴迷于<span lang="EN-US">KTV</span>和酒吧，喜欢上了盲人按摩。想去西藏看蓝天，在海拔<span lang="EN-US">5200</span>米的地方体会圣经穿过身体后的宁静。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></font></font></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 6pt; MARGIN-LEFT: 6pt; MARGIN-RIGHT: 6pt" 2.5? mso-char-indent-count: .5gd; mso-para-margin-top: 30pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0pt; 0cm="0cm" 6pt?><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><font color="#800080" size="4">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</font></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 6pt; MARGIN-LEFT: 6pt; MARGIN-RIGHT: 6pt" 2.5? mso-char-indent-count: .5gd; mso-para-margin-top: 30pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0pt; 0cm="0cm" 6pt?><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><font color="#800080"><font size="4">&nbsp; &nbsp;曾因直觉和预感超准而被朋友戏称半仙，自以为有这方面的天赋，买来《周易》等书研究，很快觉得其深不可测，似一口阴森的老井，让我止步。而后醒悟：生活的乐趣便在于它的未知与变数。未知等于诱惑，变数等于考验。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></font></font></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 6pt; MARGIN-LEFT: 6pt; MARGIN-RIGHT: 6pt" 2.5? mso-char-indent-count: .5gd; mso-para-margin-top: 30pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0pt; 0cm="0cm" 6pt?><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><font color="#800080" size="4">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</font></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 6pt; MARGIN-LEFT: 6pt; MARGIN-RIGHT: 6pt" 2.5? mso-char-indent-count: .5gd; mso-para-margin-top: 30pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0pt; 0cm="0cm" 6pt?><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><font color="#800080"><font size="4">&nbsp; &nbsp;曾暗恋一个男子，认识的时候他正与相恋多年的女友筹备婚礼；我只能暗自纠结。心动，心痛，心酸；失眠，酗酒，眼泪；两年多的时间不能自拔，如今终能放下。看他期待做爸爸的样子，觉得自己用做了一场隔世惊梦。也有粉丝，收到过红色玫瑰白色百合，暧昧短信热辣表白，却无法动心；幻想遇见一个从容睿智、对我无条件好的男子。圈子里的单身朋友越来越少，偶尔忐忑。可依旧觉得暧昧很近，热爱很远；结婚生子更是遥不可及。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></font></font></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 6pt; MARGIN-LEFT: 6pt; MARGIN-RIGHT: 6pt" 2.5? mso-char-indent-count: .5gd; mso-para-margin-top: 30pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0pt; 0cm="0cm" 6pt?><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><font color="#800080" size="4">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</font></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 6pt; MARGIN-LEFT: 6pt; MARGIN-RIGHT: 6pt" 2.5? mso-char-indent-count: .5gd; mso-para-margin-top: 30pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0pt; 0cm="0cm" 6pt?><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><font color="#800080"><font size="4">&nbsp; &nbsp;曾认为自己身体好到不行，定期去献血。生活黑白颠倒，三餐混乱。只爱味道浓厚的食物，偶尔绝食两天，据说可以排毒。就这样折腾，认为日子苍白无聊，要折腾才有意思。如今早睡早起，按时吃饭，无比宝贝自己的身体和皮肤。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></font></font></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 6pt; MARGIN-LEFT: 6pt; MARGIN-RIGHT: 6pt" 2.5? mso-char-indent-count: .5gd; mso-para-margin-top: 30pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0pt; 0cm="0cm" 6pt?><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><font color="#800080" size="4">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</font></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 6pt; MARGIN-LEFT: 6pt; MARGIN-RIGHT: 6pt" 2.5? mso-char-indent-count: .5gd; mso-para-margin-top: 30pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0pt; 0cm="0cm" 6pt?><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><font color="#800080"><font size="4">&nbsp; &nbsp;近期关心偶像汪涵隐退；行业发展动向。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></font></font></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 6pt; MARGIN-LEFT: 6pt; MARGIN-RIGHT: 6pt" 2.5? mso-char-indent-count: .5gd; mso-para-margin-top: 30pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0pt; 0cm="0cm" 6pt?><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><font color="#800080" size="4">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </font></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 6pt; MARGIN-LEFT: 6pt; MARGIN-RIGHT: 6pt" 2.5? mso-char-indent-count: .5gd; mso-para-margin-top: 30pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0pt; 0cm="0cm" 6pt?><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><font color="#800080"><font size="4">&nbsp;&nbsp; 近期郁闷夏天炎热；疲倦了目前的工作，却舍不得撒手。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></font></font></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 6pt; MARGIN-LEFT: 6pt; MARGIN-RIGHT: 6pt" 2.5? mso-char-indent-count: .5gd; mso-para-margin-top: 30pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0pt; 0cm="0cm" 6pt?><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><font color="#800080" size="4">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </font></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 6pt; MARGIN-LEFT: 6pt; MARGIN-RIGHT: 6pt" 2.5? mso-char-indent-count: .5gd; mso-para-margin-top: 30pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0pt; 0cm="0cm" 6pt?><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><font color="#800080"><font size="4">&nbsp;&nbsp; 近期开心买了一双很潮的罗马鞋；我还健康的活着。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></font></font></span></p>
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[此贴子已经被作者于2009-9-11 0:08:03编辑过]

狐狸糊涂

<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 7.8pt 0cm="0cm"  0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 30pt; mso-para-margin-top: .5gd; mso-char-indent-count: 2.5"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体">被室友的鼾声逼得无法入睡<span lang="EN-US"><?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-comfficeffice" /><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 7.8pt 0cm="0cm"  0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 30pt; mso-para-margin-top: .5gd; mso-char-indent-count: 2.5"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体">就着一杯浓茶对着电脑码下这些文字<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 7.8pt 0cm="0cm"  0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 30pt; mso-para-margin-top: .5gd; mso-char-indent-count: 2.5"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体">希望一觉醒来后不要后悔曾把这些文字公诸于世<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>

狐狸糊涂

<p>真的是半疯癫状态</p>
<p>好象什么都说了</p>
<p>好象什么都没说</p><font color="#ffffff"></font>

[此贴子已经被作者于2009-10-17 20:20:01编辑过]

开心就好

<p><font size="4">顶了..</font></p>
<p><font size="4">要经历过才能成熟.</font></p>

禾得了

恭喜你，现在是转型期

幸福的声音

<p>加油！</p>
<p>学会认识自己也是一件不错的事情！</p>

失忆的鱼

<p>能够做到看清自己就好了,</p>
<p>最怕是看不清自己.</p>

影子

<p>亲</p>
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<p>我发现我爱上你了也··</p>
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<p>呵呵··</p>

影子

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<p>你的剖析诱发我总结的念想··</p>
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<p>不过只是想想而已··</p>
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<p>有些东西还是那么的不想写出来··</p>
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<p>放在心里好了···</p>
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[此贴子已经被作者于2009-5-22 10:01:18编辑过]

影子

<p>等我24岁也来写写···</p>
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<p>还两年啊···</p>
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<p>不行我要继续坚持两年之内不结婚···</p>
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<p>估计会被某人灭掉··</p>
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